it feels like i'm a toy that has been tossed aside. more a sense of despair than that of loss. and both are equally painful. and the little thing i wish that can perk me up a little is not yet coming.

Have Faith.

i dream. dreaming a nice dream. these days, that's all i do. not that i'm saying it's a bad thing. bah. the thing is that i hate routine days, which make me feel totally robotic. which is something i detest. urgh damn, pish.